Just because something's born from womb or laid doesn't mean that it can't be called an it.. An infant has no speech, no identity, nothing but a gender and a complete, helpless need to depend on others. The development of identity, personality, self-definition, that's what's the difference if it makes you feel any better.
Cori, it's okay. You can't possibly be angry at yourself for that. Sure, you wouldn't say such a thing now, but shit you were new. You jumped from nothing to someone. Nobody is perfect.
Cut yourself a break. You've become more than that. One day, God knows when a lot of shit will go down and a lot of separation will happen but not right now, not today. It's process.
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Date: 2007-06-19 08:55 am (UTC)Yes, it does bother me that much.
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Date: 2007-06-19 09:03 am (UTC)It's alright, Cori. We all were pretty stupid years ago. I understand.
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Date: 2007-06-19 09:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-19 09:18 am (UTC)Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 09:24 am (UTC)Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 09:27 am (UTC)You saw me when I was seven. That was pretty embaressing I suppose.
Re: Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 09:32 am (UTC)Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 09:37 am (UTC)Just because something's born from womb or laid doesn't mean that it can't be called an it.. An infant has no speech, no identity, nothing but a gender and a complete, helpless need to depend on others. The development of identity, personality, self-definition, that's what's the difference if it makes you feel any better.
Re: Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 09:47 am (UTC)Re: Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 09:51 am (UTC)No use resenting where you came from, you're a long way from there.
Re: Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 10:03 am (UTC)Fuck, "Why don't you like me?" Fuck that shit.
Re: Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 10:09 am (UTC)Re: Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 10:19 am (UTC)Re: Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 10:27 am (UTC)Re: Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 10:39 am (UTC)Re: Private//Unhackable
Date: 2007-06-19 06:58 pm (UTC)That going to prevent you from enjoying what you've got now?