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Aug. 6th, 2008 01:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
teetheyesThis is it, Cori. This is all that there is; I know it’s hard. I hope that by the time you’ve gotten this letter, you’ve started to move on, but maybe that’s too much to ask. I know that’s the problem with eternity. Mundies have it much easier, as if they don’t take as long to get over things.
But if it means anything to you.
I love you more than I’ve ever loved anything. I was never really very sexual, and I still don’t consider myself very sexual, because there’s only one person I really ever have sex with. You open me up, you see me whole. You appreciate the fighter and the musician and you know, you’ve always known, that despite the fact that I don’t want this war, that I had to go. And most importantly, you’re satisfied with the office clerk in me, the boy who never was good at love or glory or passion. You’re satisfied with that, and that is the greatest gift you could ever give me.
So I can only give you everything of me.
It’s very late, while I’m writing this. It’s very quiet in the house, and you’re fast asleep. I’m crying because I can’t bear to think of how lonely you’ll be. I don’t want you to be lonely, Cori.
I said if you ever treated me badly I’d put you in the doghouse; and I still adhere to that. But you’ve been the most loyal and loving nightmare I’ve ever known (nevermind you’re the only nightmare I’ve ever known) and with the exception of a few rare instances of your brilliant idiocy, I’ve never wanted you out of my life.
I will remember you forever. Even if I die at war, even if I cannot dream, even if I live until the sun dies, I will remember you.
You’ve put part of me at peace, and I will always be with you.
After this letter, there isn’t much left to keep you engaged, but I hope that hunting for them, looking for them has kept you from being miserable. Please try and be okay, Cori. Let someone else in. Friendship can only help.
Love,
Boy Blue
I despise you.
[ooc: Strikeouts NOT there. Thing from Constantine dead buried in the middle of the street, except it's not quite real so he's even more pissed! Approach with caution.]
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At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:12 am (UTC)Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:15 am (UTC)Damn, looks like the pigs had to use some force on you.
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:16 am (UTC)[He just stares at Mickey, even if Mickey might not even know that Luke Skywalker and Obi-Wan Kenobi took him down.]
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:19 am (UTC)[He looks around cautiously before taking out two joints. He offers one to Cori.]
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Date: 2008-08-07 01:21 am (UTC)Cori quickly takes that joint. Aw but no lighter on him. He's at Mickey's mercy.]
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:29 am (UTC)You're into this stuff I take it?
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:35 am (UTC)[See the smoke filter from his eyes.]
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:38 am (UTC)[He takes another puff, breathing the smoke in. Might be his current state, but he doesn't seem bothered by the smoke coming from Cori's eyes.]
Sure takes the pain away, doesn't it?
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:52 am (UTC)[Smoke smoke. He's still sore from his encounter with the Jedi.]
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:57 am (UTC)Now're you gonna tell me what's wrong?
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 01:59 am (UTC)Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 02:02 am (UTC)[He takes his sunglasses off and puts them in his pocket. He turns to look at Cori.]
C'mon man, you know what I've been through. I know you do.
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 02:15 am (UTC)The boyfriend left a note.
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 02:19 am (UTC)[He looks up longingly for a moment.]
What kind of note?
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 02:36 am (UTC)Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 02:41 am (UTC)Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 02:45 am (UTC)No it's not dipshit. But that last thing I needed was some shit about love and hope and faith.
[Mr. Romantic, meet Mr. Not Romantic.]
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 02:52 am (UTC)[He takes another puff.]
At least he knows where you are, right? Mal's rottin' in prison, waitin' for me to come rescue her. She could be shipped off to an asylum for life or even executed, an' I can't even reach her to tell her I love her and would never abandon her on purpose.
[He looks down.]
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 02:54 am (UTC)[A low huff. He empathizes with Mickey somewhat.]
You're from the same world right?
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 03:04 am (UTC)[He sits on the ground, leaning sideways against the bars. Inhaling the smoke has made him more relaxed and open than normal.]
An' yeah. I never been to any other worlds before this one.
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 03:13 am (UTC)[Another drag.]
'least you know you got each other there.
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 03:21 am (UTC)[Inhales deeply.]
Your boy comin' back someday?
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 03:26 am (UTC)[Smoke.]
Don't know. We're not from the same place. To ask him to come back is to ask him to abandon home.
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 03:33 am (UTC)[Also smokes.]
An' it sucks to have to choose between your home an' your lover, but if he really loves you I'm sure he'll be back. I ain't the heartless bastard my crimes would suggest, but I'd give up everything else I ever cared about tobe with my lover.
[He blows some smoke.]
Yeah, even drugs.
Re: At least it's not the pen.
Date: 2008-08-07 03:36 am (UTC)[A shrug. He likes to think Blue will be back, but the Corinthian also hopes Blue stays where he needs to be, whether that's the City or Fabletown.]
A regular Romeo, you. Or maybe Jack Dawson.
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