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Aug. 6th, 2008 01:36 pmThis is it, Cori. This is all that there is; I know it’s hard. I hope that by the time you’ve gotten this letter, you’ve started to move on, but maybe that’s too much to ask. I know that’s the problem with eternity. Mundies have it much easier, as if they don’t take as long to get over things.
But if it means anything to you.
I love you more than I’ve ever loved anything. I was never really very sexual, and I still don’t consider myself very sexual, because there’s only one person I really ever have sex with. You open me up, you see me whole. You appreciate the fighter and the musician and you know, you’ve always known, that despite the fact that I don’t want this war, that I had to go. And most importantly, you’re satisfied with the office clerk in me, the boy who never was good at love or glory or passion. You’re satisfied with that, and that is the greatest gift you could ever give me.
So I can only give you everything of me.
It’s very late, while I’m writing this. It’s very quiet in the house, and you’re fast asleep. I’m crying because I can’t bear to think of how lonely you’ll be. I don’t want you to be lonely, Cori.
I said if you ever treated me badly I’d put you in the doghouse; and I still adhere to that. But you’ve been the most loyal and loving nightmare I’ve ever known (nevermind you’re the only nightmare I’ve ever known) and with the exception of a few rare instances of your brilliant idiocy, I’ve never wanted you out of my life.
I will remember you forever. Even if I die at war, even if I cannot dream, even if I live until the sun dies, I will remember you.
You’ve put part of me at peace, and I will always be with you.
After this letter, there isn’t much left to keep you engaged, but I hope that hunting for them, looking for them has kept you from being miserable. Please try and be okay, Cori. Let someone else in. Friendship can only help.
Love,
Boy Blue
I despise you.
[ooc: Strikeouts NOT there. Thing from Constantine dead buried in the middle of the street, except it's not quite real so he's even more pissed! Approach with caution.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:26 pm (UTC)//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:31 pm (UTC)He wants to pick a fight. And he does. The balisong flips out and he's already rushing for Obi-Wan first, because that one has never spoken to him before.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:33 pm (UTC)//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:35 pm (UTC)We're not going to harm you.
[Well, he's trying]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:38 pm (UTC)Fuck you. Take it down.
[He growls at the pair, referring to the shield. He wants to fight.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:40 pm (UTC)[Luke's voice is even and calm. He's trying to reach out to him with the Force, but who knows if that has any effect on nightmares.]
You have to relax, and stop. I need you to think for a minute. Just go home, let it go.
[He's got to give him a shot. Obi-Wan will know that. If he refuses, then, well. They'll move on.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:44 pm (UTC)Relax. We won't harm you.
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:49 pm (UTC)[He growls at Luke. The Corinthian can feel the Force fingering its way into his conscious, but he's a nightmare who functions as a mirror. He does what he can to use metaphorical glass and black metal to shut that shit out. The two opposing forces are like white noise in his ears and it only irritates him further.]
Take it down!
[He knows this has no effect, but he strikes at the shield anyway, just him and his knife and his rage.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:52 pm (UTC)All right, take him down, try not to hurt him.
[Luke steps forward to engage him, his lightsaber in his right hand and ignited in an instant, and that barrier is gone.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:54 pm (UTC)This is your last chance to reconsider.
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-06 11:58 pm (UTC)Fuck your mercy.
[He hisses and his eyeteeth rasp as he charges the pair, knife in hand. He's quick and agile, just not quick and agile enough.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:02 am (UTC)//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:04 am (UTC)//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:10 am (UTC)//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:13 am (UTC)//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:15 am (UTC)//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:18 am (UTC)Unfortunately, his attention is turned away from Obi-Wan while his back is open to him.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:21 am (UTC)//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:24 am (UTC)Luke!
[Cuffs, restraints, something, anything. He's using the force to help hold the nightmare down]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:32 am (UTC)Get off me.
[His teeth snarl.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:36 am (UTC)[He sounds more annoyed than anything, and he hops up, shaking his hand a little and looking at it, as one would a mosquito bite. The synthflesh ripping stings a little, but that's about it. He sighs, clips his lightsaber back on his belt and looks at Cori, arms crossed.]
No. Knock it off.
[Binders go on the nightmare, and yes, he's manhandling you with the Force, Cori.]
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:39 am (UTC)The Prison?
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:43 am (UTC)Nnggh.
[He struggles against the two, pulled to his feet and stumbling from the cuts to his legs. He'll heal, and he's walking, just combative under the buffer of the Force.]
Fucking cheater.
//somebody called the fuzz//
Date: 2008-08-07 12:47 am (UTC)I'm half your size and I'd like to avoid cutting your head off, I'd say I'm playing pretty fair.
[He sounds distracted as he gets out his comm and puts in a call to the prison - Urahara made easy transports for angry supernatural detainees, this should be a snap. When he's done, he looks back over at Cori, but he knows there's nothing to be said or done besides throwing him in a cell and letting him burn out and cool down.]