I haven't dreamed since I was...two hundred. I just couldn't take it one day, and so I stopped. Every once in a while a dream gets through, but they're almost always nightmares.
Every night. Images of war, of blood, of fear. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't...so my mother taught me how to close the doors from the dreams. From the nightmares.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:13 am (UTC)[Into the bed he goes.]
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:14 am (UTC)But you didn't really win, did you?
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:18 am (UTC)... I won't go again.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:21 am (UTC)I'm your boyfriend - I'm not your mother. If you're not going because you don't want to worry me...it's takes more than that to get me protective.
[gives him a kiss on the cheek]
I can't do much to mess with him, though. I'd like to.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:24 am (UTC)[Old news. Returning the kiss.]
Good. He really put the squeeze on me.
That's because you don't dream.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:26 am (UTC)...is it good I don't dream?
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:30 am (UTC)I don't know, dreams are important.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:32 am (UTC)[chuu]
Are they?
[lies on his stomach]
I haven't dreamed since I was...two hundred. I just couldn't take it one day, and so I stopped. Every once in a while a dream gets through, but they're almost always nightmares.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:35 am (UTC)Yes.
[Teetheyes closing to dull his headache.]
We're important too, you know. At least... I am. Sandalphon's a different kind, but in my world, I am.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:38 am (UTC)Every night. Images of war, of blood, of fear. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't...so my mother taught me how to close the doors from the dreams. From the nightmares.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:44 am (UTC)That bad? Your mom had special connections.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:51 am (UTC)Now...now I wonder.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:52 am (UTC)What do you wonder.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:54 am (UTC)[squeezes his hand a little]
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:56 am (UTC)He says a lot of things... Things about things that don't even exist anymore, but they're... still relevant.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:57 am (UTC)He said he did it for me. Because of my mother.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 09:59 am (UTC)You don't miss dreaming about anything good?
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 10:02 am (UTC)I haven't done it in so long.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 10:04 am (UTC)[A little nod, then a kiss.]
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 10:05 am (UTC)Sleep, Cori. You need it.
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 10:07 am (UTC)[Another nod, eyes closing again.]
//at the studio//
Date: 2008-02-10 10:09 am (UTC)Sleep well, love.
[watches him for a while before going to sleep himself]