I've been in only a handful of real relationships. I cheated on my first boyfriend, we fought about it then made up but I could tell he never forgave me. We called it quits over 'distance'. My second boyfriend, we had an open relationship, a really open relationship. Sometimes I think he forgot I was there, he didn't notice when I left.
I let my third one know that I don't always associate sex with affection, but I could stop it if he wanted me to, and he did. It was good for a little while... but we never talked enough. It grew old and stale and we parted ways over a Japanese dinner.
[Leaning in to kiss his cheek.]
I'm not going to hurt you if you let me know what does, baby. I don't think you'd like me psychic anyway.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 05:36 am (UTC)[Knee rocking under his hand.]
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 05:39 am (UTC)No, it says you're thirteen.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 05:41 am (UTC)[Meeting him halfway. Kiss!]
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 05:42 am (UTC)I don't trust many people.
I trust you.
So don't hurt me.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 05:45 am (UTC)Do I need to be reminded that often?
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 05:46 am (UTC)But I can't help it. Not right now. Sorry.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:10 am (UTC)I've been in only a handful of real relationships. I cheated on my first boyfriend, we fought about it then made up but I could tell he never forgave me. We called it quits over 'distance'. My second boyfriend, we had an open relationship, a really open relationship. Sometimes I think he forgot I was there, he didn't notice when I left.
I let my third one know that I don't always associate sex with affection, but I could stop it if he wanted me to, and he did. It was good for a little while... but we never talked enough. It grew old and stale and we parted ways over a Japanese dinner.
[Leaning in to kiss his cheek.]
I'm not going to hurt you if you let me know what does, baby. I don't think you'd like me psychic anyway.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:17 am (UTC)[closes his eyes]
Don't cheat on me. Not ever. I don't want you to be with anybody else. I can't...I can't forgive that.
Don't lie to me about anything important. Don't keep anything important from me. Silly things, little things, I don't mind.
I want to be loyal to you. I always want you to be happy. Let me know what makes you happy, Cori.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:28 am (UTC)Is that Blue for 'I don't want an open relationship.'
Being yourself makes me happy, Blue, I like the way you are. Don't be afraid to be afraid, don't be afraid to cry.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:30 am (UTC)[small hit]
I don't care what the rhyme says. I don't cry.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:35 am (UTC)[Hit! Pff, another kiss.]
Just like me, right?
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:36 am (UTC)I trust you.
[kiss back]
Well, it doesn't look like drool, if that's what you mean.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:40 am (UTC)[Nip to the lip!]
Hah hah, did you get kicked out of stand up clubs too?
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:40 am (UTC)Getting kicked out of jazz clubs was bad enough.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:44 am (UTC)We have a studio, maybe you and I should record sometime.
\//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:45 am (UTC)//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:47 am (UTC)[They can 'borrow' the rest.]
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:49 am (UTC)That would be great! I have some stuff I've arranged and written, it would be so much fun!
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:53 am (UTC)And there's no FCC here.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 06:55 am (UTC)//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 07:02 am (UTC)[ANother squeeze.]
Except you.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 07:03 am (UTC)That's why I'm with you.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 07:05 am (UTC)Because I'm an old minor.
//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 07:06 am (UTC)//knock knock//
Date: 2008-02-05 07:09 am (UTC)No. I'm a man, just like you.
[Kiss.]
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