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Sep. 19th, 2006 03:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
teetheyesI had that dream again, this time we were in Chelsea. I haven't been to New York City in years. It played out the same way as usual, I'm already there and he comes in, dressed head to toe in white, always in white. Sometimes he walks like he owns the place, other times he moves like the shadows along the wall, you can't see him but you know he's there. Tonight he slipped in like a cat on the prowl. I feel like I know him, but that's because we look alike, hair, height, build, everything. He wears sunglasses every time, so I don't know about his eyes. He gives me this sharp smile that sends someone stepping on my grave, at the same time I want to meet him and fuck him, I feel like he knows it too. He knows I'm afraid, afraid of him, afraid to want, I can't tell.
John'd say I'm just obsessed with masturbation or something. He's asleep right now; the prick's pretty peaceful that way.
John'd say I'm just obsessed with masturbation or something. He's asleep right now; the prick's pretty peaceful that way.
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Date: 2006-09-19 05:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-09-19 05:48 pm (UTC)It would do nothing to inform you of the state of affirs when you are so altered.
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Date: 2006-09-19 05:53 pm (UTC)((OOC: one wonders where the nightmare part of him scuttled off to))
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Date: 2006-09-19 06:07 pm (UTC)Think now...reach for that part of you that has been put to sleep by this places' petty tricks.
((OOC: Luke! I am your father! Search your feelings, you know it to be true ::breathing noises:: ))
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Date: 2006-09-19 06:12 pm (UTC)((OOC: do I have to guess who fills out Han Solo and Leia XD?))
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Date: 2006-09-19 06:19 pm (UTC)((OOC: I thought that would be easy? John can be Han and Scarab Leia, Except without the kissing, and the cat can be Chewie. XD ))
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Date: 2006-09-19 06:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-09-19 06:37 pm (UTC)Can you remember why you need a therapist in the first place?
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Date: 2006-09-19 06:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-09-19 06:52 pm (UTC)Very well. Remember today , little nightmare, and that you prefer this city to your Lord.
I am quite sure he will be saddened to hear of it.