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[teetheyes]

Don’t listen… I remember. I’m an ugly place.

Between 1920 to 1990 I left a trail of bodies starting with Venice. In 1986 I filled five graves with five boys; Jonathan Howard Thayer was 17, Reed A. Casey Jr. was 15, Gabriel Ashe was 15, I forget the rest. I killed a man at Carnivale 1920, then I killed her, then Constantine killed me. I let Constantine live. I fell in love with The War. I killed two boys in Birmingham, Alabama, that’s when I learned shibari. It was 1990. I bled Davy in the bathtub into Amarillo’s drains while drinking dry wine. I joined the Nazi Party in 1934 and became a member of the SS. I gave 452909756 an injection of petrol to the heart. Gabriel Ashe survived. I met him again in 1997 and put him to sleep. I had HIV for months and Still. Kept. Fucking. A truck took Jacob’s head while I polished him off in his father’s 1964 Mustang. That wasn’t my fault. I met John in 1973, I didn’t kill him because of Charles. He could kill me. That bullet Matthew took was meant for me.

I could say more… I need to throw up.

I cry in my sleep.

Comments

[glock30.livejournal.com]

I'll get you a bucket.

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

I can't do it, Faye.

[glock30.livejournal.com]

Sure you can. Finger down your throat and into the bucket. I'll even hold your glasses.

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

I tried and only the words and memories come out. They aren't my memories born from my experiences but they're mine. Fuck me sideways.

[againstgod.livejournal.com]

But you changed.

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

I changed because he changed me. My Lord unmade me like a bad dog.

[againstgod.livejournal.com]

You're not the same being, I've seen you in person, Corinthian. If there was still that malice, I would have seen it (or even the desire of it).

You continue to be different because you will it, even if other started the change.

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the words of encouragement, Alexiel... I just need to break open the SoCo or something so I can shut the fuck up and stop tarnishing my reputation and making myself feel like a little shit. I hate today.

[draculinaseras.livejournal.com]

T-that's horrible!

Why? WHY?

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

Appetites.

((ooc: I ♥ you too!))

[venomouselle.livejournal.com]

Damn baby, you were into some gnarly shit.

I can't help but notice the pattern of little boys you did in.

If you were straight though I'd do you still. You have an old soul sort of feel.

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

Cocksucker since the day I was born, I think. Yeah I'm an old man in some ways.

[venomouselle.livejournal.com]

S'okay. I forgive you. I don't mind not being able to fuck you. I like the thought sometimes. I think it's cuz I know that you're a cute old man wrapped up in a whole lot of shit in a pretty new package.

Death is never pretty. And we all gotta end sometime. I'd think you were a sick fuck if I didn't know that somewhere you feel sorry.

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

That's an interesting way of putting it. Thanks.

[proudbutterfly.livejournal.com]

One is was worse, feel better~? ♥

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

I am, not for that reason, but I am.

[proudbutterfly.livejournal.com]

Good. Cori doesn't go dramatic like the others~! ♥

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

Like airing out dirty laundry it is.

[one-of-heaven.livejournal.com]

...

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

Is that sarcasm?

[one-of-heaven.livejournal.com]

...do you want it to be?

[dark-passenger.livejournal.com]

Well shit.

[bitingnightmare.livejournal.com]

What.

[dark-passenger.livejournal.com]

I just think we've found ourselves a winner.