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John's in a bad way again. I managed to get some help from next door, a guy who used to be an EMT, it was better than nothing. Didn't get any shut-eye as usual, just watched him pass out in the tub, moved him to the bed, watched him sleep. I feel sick watching him suffer. This whole situation is fistfucking me ten times over. I don't know what I can do to help, short of finding that bitch and pulling her intestines out her ass until she changes him back.

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Our former lord hasn't answered me, probably catching up with Matthew, they deserve that time to themselves. I can handle this alone with John.